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	      <title><![CDATA[long time no  talk to]]></title>
	      <link>http://eyeheartpunk.buzznet.com/user/journal/2445151/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[Once again Ii have been missing from Buzznet. But Ii have lots of great news to share and some shocking and kinda weird stuff too.

First things first....
After 8 years of working for the same company and going about as high as someone of my knowledge can go, I decided to resign and quit from working the postion that I was working. 
I think next to having kids, this was the biggest decision that I could make. Watching the look on everyones faces as I broke the news to all the people that I have worked with for so long was heartbreaking. I have never seen so many tears shed for me. It was like a part of me had died, or perhaps to them I was dying. To know that they were never going to see my bright and shiny face every day, lol. Just kidding!!

I recently applied for this program that helps put single mothers through college. It was kinda fly by the seat of my pants kind of decision, but I leaped and I hope it was a good leap. I am scared. I have never not worked as an adult and being on the same schedule for the past 8 years is something that is not easy to break yourself from.

I am taking the summer off to spend time with the kids. This is an opportunity that does not happen for people and I am trying to take full advantage of it. I am enojoying the time that I get to spend with them, and I think that they are enjoying the time they get to spend with me as well. 

This fall i will be attending school for cosmotology. Something I have always dreamed of doing but never thought that I would get the chance because I started a family so young. I feel very fortunate to have this happen to me, and will not screw and opportunity like this up. 

Anyways I am super happy and I hope that everyones wishes and dreams are coming true and where ever you are you are enjoying life. 

Thanks and love, Danielle
PS sorry i have been gone, i have new pics up so take a look at my shiney smile]]></description>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>eyeheartpunk</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2008-06-01T15:16:52Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[sorry I have gone, but what have I missed???]]></title>
	      <link>http://eyeheartpunk.buzznet.com/user/journal/2188331/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<P><STRONG><FONT color=#6633ff>I have had some complications connecting to buzz over the past week of two. I don't know if it's because of the recent changes that have been made to it, or if it was an operator error. But I am back. So someone tell me what has been going on and what have I missed. </FONT></STRONG></P>
<P><STRONG><FONT color=#6633ff></FONT></STRONG>&nbsp;</P>
<P><STRONG><FONT color=#6633ff>Much love, </FONT></STRONG></P>
<P><STRONG><FONT color=#6633ff>Danielle</FONT></STRONG></P>]]></description>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>eyeheartpunk</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2008-04-14T11:39:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[Let the love shine through to see the real you]]></title>
	      <link>http://eyeheartpunk.buzznet.com/user/journal/2078051/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<P><STRONG>These scars behind bars</STRONG></P>
<P><STRONG>of pink and purple</STRONG></P>
<P><STRONG>yellow and blue!</STRONG></P>
<P><STRONG>Of candy coated smiles</STRONG></P>
<P><STRONG>all to much to compile</STRONG></P>
<P><STRONG></STRONG>&nbsp;</P>
<P><STRONG>Stop the pain stop the hurt</STRONG></P>
<P><STRONG>dry my eyes with your lies.</STRONG></P>
<P><STRONG>hang me from a rope</STRONG></P>
<P><STRONG>watch my dreams go up in smoke. </STRONG></P>
<P><STRONG>slice my wrists with your cunning way</STRONG></P>
<P><STRONG>take my heart with which you play.</STRONG></P>
<P><STRONG></STRONG>&nbsp;</P>
<P><STRONG>Have it all You have it all</STRONG></P>
<P><STRONG>don't pick me up as I fall</STRONG></P>
<P><STRONG>leave me in this disgusting place</STRONG></P>
<P><STRONG>smash your hate in my face.</STRONG></P>
<P><STRONG>Let me scream, cry and yell</STRONG></P>
<P><STRONG>let me stay in my own hell</STRONG></P>
<P><STRONG>There is nothing more you can say</STRONG></P>
<P><STRONG>I did it to myself anyway!</STRONG></P>]]></description>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>eyeheartpunk</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2008-03-28T09:10:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[Horton Hears A Who]]></title>
	      <link>http://eyeheartpunk.buzznet.com/user/journal/2007631/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[So cute. Took the kids to see the movie on Saturday. It was cute I passed out. But I think I may have been just tired. I had a few drinks Friday night and stayed up to watch a movie while eating a sub from Silver Mine. So tastey. I love sammies.<BR><BR>We also saw the Easter Bunny this weekend. Who knew that my son, who loves Transformers, Ninja Turtles and Chuckie Cheese would be so scared. I had to bribe him to sit with the bunny and take a damn picture. My daughter on the other hand. Would take candy from a stranger. Damn girl!! I have had so many talks with her about it. But she don't seem to get it. <BR><BR>Having dinner with the ex tonight. I wonder how many insults he can say in and hour!!]]></description>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>eyeheartpunk</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2008-03-17T09:16:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[bored on this fine Monday]]></title>
	      <link>http://eyeheartpunk.buzznet.com/user/journal/1969851/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<P>First off, this time change really got to me today. Yesterday it was nice cause it felt like the kids slept in later than normal, which i would think my neighbors downstairs would appreciate. <BR><BR>Second I went to see Penelope. Great movie. I think I should have taken my daughter though. It's one of those " feel good" movies of the year that show little girls that it's ok to be who you are. Which of couse is always a favorite for me. But I especially enjoyed cause I think Jame McAvoy is a HOTFACE! I don't know how tall he is, but I am slightly psycho for him. LOL. And yes height is a huge issue for me. <BR><BR>I attended the movie with the only person I ever go to the movies with, my best friend Efrem, well besides my kids. He enjoyed it as well. Which made me extremley happy cause I dragged him to see P.S. I love you and we were both disappointed in that madness. So he was more pleased with this selection even though I don't think he was looking forward to going.<BR><BR>Then we went to this nice little burger joint on 29th street. They didn't serve fries with the burger, we had to order them seperate. Who does that? </P>
<P>Anyways along with the weather it was&nbsp;a pleasant Sunday. I just wish I could have had one more day off. </P>
<P>Oh also I finished my second book of the Monday, titles The Liars Diary. Nice twist, totally not expecting that. If you are a novel reader. It come highly recommended for a good thriller. </P>
<P>Bye</P>]]></description>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>eyeheartpunk</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2008-03-10T14:03:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[Monster Trucks]]></title>
	      <link>http://eyeheartpunk.buzznet.com/user/journal/1809841/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[yesterday I took my son to see his first ever Monster Truck show. It was cool and he had a smile from ear to ear the whole time. Well besides the times he was not trying to punch his sister for ragging on him. 

I tried to take some photos from Nose Bleed. But they were not very good. So nothing to show for the day. 

My Mom lost her job and wants to come and live with me. For those of you who don't know my mom is 45 going on 25. So her Mom mode is not exsistant. There is none. There never has been. I am glad that I got the maternal part when my kids were born. So I will spend my lunch hour trying to convince her that everything will be fine. And she will find another job. 
Wish my luck. I am going to need it!]]></description>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>eyeheartpunk</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2008-02-11T10:25:36Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[Baby shower blues]]></title>
	      <link>http://eyeheartpunk.buzznet.com/user/journal/1740321/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[This past weekend I had to attend what I think was the most morbid baby shower ever. 
Now mind you, I think baby showers should be a celebration of life. I think this may have been a celebration of death. Just because you have a child does not mean that your whole life is gonna suck. I mean it takes a couple of months to get use to not coming and going as you please. And also to form the right kind of schedule that you and a baby can survive off of. 
Now my ex sister in law must be one of the only women I know that lacks in the personality department. Why she is married and I am not is anyone's guess. I think she must rock in the sack or something. 
Anyways this girl is 30, so I should say woman because she is older than me by a couple of  years. Back on track. She has been wanting to get pregneant for as long as I can remember. I just think someone who has wanted a child so bad should be so excited over her gifts and the joy of having her friends and the people that love around her. 
Not to mention we had it at a Sushi Bar. Let me say that again, a Sushi Bar. Who the hell has a baby shower at a sushi bar. 
It's so sad to say but I could not wait to get out off the place. I never wanted to not be some where so bad in my life. And it's so sad, cause I should have been having the best time. Maybe it's just me!

Makes no sense to me. 
Thanks for letting me vent. 
Love]]></description>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>eyeheartpunk</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2008-01-29T09:19:47Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[january 21st]]></title>
	      <link>http://eyeheartpunk.buzznet.com/user/journal/1697221/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[This week could quiet possibly be the coldest week that I ever experienced in the 10 years that I have lived in Colorado. 

No I don't live in the mountains. But the foothills
I thought we were suppose to have global warming. Which was explained to me this morning. Someone said that global warming is suppose to make the hot places hotter and cold places colder. This does not make any sense to me. But I do know that when I go outside. My boogers freeze in my nose.

OH SO GWOSS!]]></description>
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	      <dc:creator>eyeheartpunk</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2008-01-21T10:45:42Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[I got birds in my ears, and a devil on my shoulder]]></title>
	      <link>http://eyeheartpunk.buzznet.com/user/journal/1637411/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[I got birds in my ears, and a devil on my shoulder

It takes more than just telling me
to be who you are
your going to have to show
or you won't get very far

Don't tell me your something your not
it all pans out in the end
you can't be my love
or try to be my friend

I'm tired of the honeymoon stage
and sugar coated smiles
it's all just a phase
and they'll show in they are after awhile

So if you want to be my friend
or maybe something more than that
no reason to pretend
just show me where it's at]]></description>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>eyeheartpunk</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2008-01-10T13:05:50Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[Dead on Arrival]]></title>
	      <link>http://eyeheartpunk.buzznet.com/user/journal/1631041/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<P>&nbsp;<BR>I never had your heart<BR>I never had you soul<BR>How sad it is<BR>to be the last to know<BR>I'm stealing a line from my favorite band<BR>because that's who you are<BR>a cold corpse<BR>I hope they understand<BR>Your plastic and fake<BR>one huge mistake<BR>and I was last to know</P>]]></description>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>eyeheartpunk</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2008-01-09T10:48:00Z</dc:date>
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